Phil’s Journal: What Is ‘Quality of Life?’ A Sad Farewell and a Tough Deciscion

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By Phil Gutis | July thirteenth, 2023

Author Phil Gutis has early onset Alzheimer’s, however because of the aducanumab medical trial, he’s dwelling amyloid-free. However whether or not to proceed taking the drug has been a troublesome name. Right here’s what he determined.

We arrived on the emergency vet at 1 a.m. Our 10-month-old kitten, Pippin, had began respiratory oddly earlier within the day however we thought he was perhaps overheated from spending a bit too lengthy on our screened-in porch.

However after midnight, it appeared his respiratory was getting extra labored. So we jumped within the automotive and drove half-hour to the one emergency vet within the space.

We left an hour later, having needed to say goodbye to our little boy who apparently was affected by congestive coronary heart failure. Looking back, we will see some indicators that not all was effectively. However cats are masters of masking and Pippin didn’t actually tell us that one thing was improper till the very finish.

The physician advised us that it was doable with the best remedy — diuretics to clear his lungs and different coronary heart meds — that Pippin may have gone house in a couple of days. However she warned us that we might inevitably discover ourselves again on the vet with him in a couple of weeks, a month, perhaps a 12 months on the most.

And she or he advised us that his high quality of life wouldn’t be good. 

As we drove house from the vet, that time period — high quality of life — stored bouncing round in my head. Not solely did it persuade us that it was time to say goodbye to Pip, however it is usually a time period that apparently we hear lots within the Alzheimer’s neighborhood, significantly within the debate across the new disease-modifying medication authorized by the Meals and Drug Administration.

These medication — Aduhelm (aka aducanumab) and Leqembi (lecanemab) — have been confirmed to sluggish the event of Alzheimer’s signs when given to people who find themselves very early within the illness cycle.

The FDA made Alzheimer’s historical past final week by giving Leqembi so-called full conventional approval. Till now, each Aduhelm and Leqembi have been authorized beneath the FDA’s expedited approval course of for medication that meet a crucial unmet want within the market.

I’ve been on aducanumab for many of the final seven years and really consider that the drug has helped me. Not one of the dozens of MRIs that I’ve had have proven any signal of mind swelling. And subsequent PET scans have proven that my mind is now freed from amyloid, a protein that’s used to assist diagnose Alzheimer’s.

As we drove house from the
vet, that time period — high quality of life —
stored bouncing round in my head.

A number of months in the past, Biogen ended the aducanumab trial that I’ve been in since my prognosis seven years in the past. Finishing the trial was one other landmark however it left me with many questions — primarily: Ought to I proceed to deal with with Aduhelm?

My first consideration was: May we afford the extraordinary price of $26,000 a 12 months? The bureaucrats who run Medicaid proceed to refuse to pay for Aduhelm as a result of it’s nonetheless thought-about experimental. 

Fortunately, Biogen provides a program to assist cowl the price of the medicine. We certified to obtain the drug for $250 a month.

However then got here the query, Ought to I proceed remedy. In any case, I’m amyloid free now, and clearing amyloid is the first aim of Aduhelm.

So, I began asking round. One physician urged a pause to see how I might really feel with out remedy. A neurologist mentioned I ought to finish remedy, that the drug had achieved all the great it was going to do. 

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Phil Gutis awaits infusion of aducanumab, donning a pair of SpongeBob slippers as a part of his “foolish shoe problem” of carrying a special pair of surprising sneakers for his infusions or MRI scans.

However I simply couldn’t surrender. I’ve achieved so effectively on aducanumab and questioned what would occur if I began to say no with out the drug. A lot is unknown about these medication and their affect on the mind.

That’s once I reached out to Dr. Sharon Cohen, a neurologist in Toronto that I’ve come to respect mightily. Her suggestion was highly effective.

“Phil,” she wrote, “if it was me, I might proceed. Those that say the drug has achieved as a lot good as it may well, i.e., the ‘plaque is gone,’ don’t perceive the entire story.”

She went on to elucidate why. 

First, she mentioned, there aren’t any stopping standards as a part of the FDA label or as a part of the Acceptable Use Suggestions. The one suggestion to finish remedy is for extreme aria or mind bleeds. I’ve by no means had them and apparently the danger of ARIA could be very low after the preliminary dosing of the drug within the first six months.

Secondly, she mentioned, “clearance of amyloid plaque as seen on PET amyloid scans doesn’t inform the entire story concerning the affect of aducanumab on the biology of Alzheimer’s.”

“Those that say the drug has
achieved as a lot good as it may well, i.e.,
the ‘plaque is gone,’ don’t
perceive the entire story.”

Cohen mentioned aducanumab additionally clears “soluble giant aggregates of amyloid.”

These aggregates, she mentioned, “could also be much more poisonous than plaque and these soluble aggregates can’t be seen on PET.”

Cohen additionally famous that proof from the hole intervals between the varied aducanumab trials that amyloid steadily reaccumulates when aducanumab is stopped.

Given Cohen’s sturdy suggestion and my worry of what would occur if I went untreated, my husband and I made a decision that it could be finest for me to proceed remedy. So we’re persevering with to make the month-to-month trek to the infusion heart and I’m persevering with to grit my tooth because the employees locates a usable vein

In the end, my resolution to proceed remedy got here right down to these three phrases: high quality of life. Whereas we sadly couldn’t do something for our candy kitten Pippin, my household and I are decided to do every thing we will to make sure my high quality of life as my journey with Alzheimer’s continues. 

Pippin’s life, as I wrote in a farewell message on Fb, was that of a real taking pictures star, so brilliant however so short-lived. Hopefully my story will proceed on for fairly a while.

Phil Gutis is a former New York Instances reporter and present Being Affected person contributor who was recognized with early onset Alzheimer’s. This text is a part of his Phil’s Journal sequence, chronicling his expertise dwelling with Alzheimer’s and his participation within the aducanumab medical trial.